Married Love
Rachel learns the facts of life in theory and in brutal practice
26 January 2025
In this free sample chapter from Tunnel of Mirrors by Ferne Arfin, married but still virginal Rachel learns a few home truths from the bawdy conversation of the older women at the communal baths. Later, she has a violent introduction to the reality of her marriage. The time is 1923 and the setting is the Lower East Side of Manhattan.©Ferne Arfin 2022
Married Love
“So then she saw it and she screamed, ‘My mother never told me it would look like that! It’s such an ugly little thing.’ And I’m telling you, the poor man, God bless him, he just wilted away. Just like that.
“Women’s laughter bounced and echoed off the tiled walls of the bathhouse pool. Now that Rachel was a married woman, she accompanied Tanta Rosa to the mikvah, the ritual bath every Friday after dark.
But before you could dip a toe into the living water, you had to be spotless. So first they joined Tanta Rosa’s friends in the Baruch baths at the river end of Rivington. There, a whole new world of bawdy female conversation opened up to her.
“Just like that? How do you know such a thing? You were there?”
“How do I know? Because she told me, that’s how. Six weeks they were married, she wouldn’t let him near her…’such an ugly little thing’…Gott in Himmel.”
“So what happened?”
“So what happened? So what always happens? One night, he drank a lot of whiskey and then he forced her. I’m telling you. And after that, I suppose, she must have learned to look the other way because now she’s carrying the eighth. So, schon. That was that. But you know what I think? It’s a good thing they’re stronger than us. Because what virgin would touch it if she never saw it before?”
“Oy, if they would only hear us,” the second woman laughed. “But it’s true. My husband, he should live and be well, a beauty contest he wouldn’t win with it. But God forbid he should know I said so.”
“It’s such an ugly little thing!…Oy, vey…” the first woman hiccupped.
“And so sensitive! Worse than children they are. One cross word and pfft, nothing.”
“Enough already,” Rosa laughed. “You’re embarrassing my niece. Look, you’re making her blush.”
“What’s to be embarrassed?” the first woman said. “She’s a married woman. She doesn’t know what I am talking about? I am embarrassing you, Rucheleh?”
Rachel drew her arms through the warm water. “No, it’s okay,” she said. In fact, after two months of married life, she had yet to see a naked man. The women’s conversation fascinated her. There were things she wished she could ask, but then they would know the truth about her marriage to Schmuel.
“Wait till you have babies. Then nothing will embarrass you.”
“Do you remember Chava Moscowitz?” the second woman asked.
“The one who moved to Chicago?”
“That’s the one. They used to run the hardware store on the corner of Clinton Street?”
“Yeah? So?”
“So every time she got pregnant, she cursed him for the whole nine months.”
“I remember…I remember…” the first woman chuckled. “Right in the store, in front of the customers.”
“And such curses, you shouldn’t know from it; that he should get a boil, right on the end; that it should itch with prickly heat for a hundred years and then maybe he would cut it off and leave her in peace.”
“Oy, I remember…I remember…And such a little one he had too.”
“Vey iss mir, is there nothing you don’t know? You saw it?”
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Talking “Tunnel of Mirrors” with Purbeck Coast Radio host Sarah Tucker
30 October 2023
I’ve just been interviewed for the Alternative Show on Purbeck Coast Radio by host Sarah Tucker. Listen here as I waffle on about writing in general and talk about the origins of Tunnel of Mirrors and my writing rituals.
Tunnel of Mirrors review spotlights “love scene you’ll never forget”
I was so excited to receive a new review for the audiobook version of Tunnel of Mirrors from short story author William Cohen-Kiraly, whose book Songs of a Befuddled Muse I recently enjoyed. Please scroll down to listen. Or read the full review here.
Free offer as Tunnel of Mirrors audiobook is launched – Listen now
14 February 2023 – Tunnel of Mirrors is now available as an audiobook. Since publication last year, so many readers and reviewers have suggested that it would make a terrific audiobook that we’ve bowed to popular demand and had the book recorded by talented narrator Tony Reynolds. It’s available on Audible as well as Amazon and iTunes.
Order Tunnel of Mirrors on Kindle, and you can add the professionally narrated Audible audiobook for a very reduced price. That way you can alternate listening and reading via Amazon’s Whisper Sync feature. Move between reading and listening seamlessly – your place is saved automatically, even when you switch devices. Listening can also bring the story to life, illuminate characters, and take you deeper into the story. No activation is required. Once you add the Audible narration to your Kindle book you can start reading and listening right away.
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Tunnel of Mirrors starts 2023 on a high
Tunnel of Mirrors, Ferne Arfin’s debut novel, began 2023 with a bang. As the last year ended, Reedsy Discovery, a US book review website and blog, named it one of its best indie books of 2022. Here’s what they said:
“Ferne Arfin’s literary fiction novel, Tunnel of Mirrors follows two outcasts, a spirited young Jewish woman and a charming Irishman, as they unexpectedly fall in love. Arfin’s poetic writing style perfectly suits this wistful tale that brims with beauty and the promise of new beginnings.”
Read the full review of Tunnel of Mirrors here
Almost at once, interest in the novel on Amazon started growing. It quickly rose in the sales ranking in its category. By the very next day, it had jumped from a rank somewhere in the thousands to #45. For the rest of January, it has flirted with the top 100 books in the category Gothic&Romantic Literary Criticism, climbing into the top 100 several times. That category, frankly, had us scratching our heads until we realised that Jane Austen and Charlotte Bronte were in the same category, as is Margaret Atwood from time to time.
Meanwhile, sales of the paperback in the USA are ticking over nicely as readers and gift-givers discover this indie

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Tunnel of Mirrors April Blog Tour in the UK
10 April 2022
We’re off on a Tunnel of Mirrors April blog tour, another chance to read excerpts and reviews, and to catch up with a variety of book bloggers and Instagram booklovers – or bookstagrammers as they like to be called. This time Tunnel of Mirrors is being featured by UK bloggers in a tour organized by Anne Cater of Random Things Tours. The tour continues until 22 April. Check out the schedule here.
Tunnel of Mirrors US Blog Tour
24 March 2022
The blog tour, from March 28 to April 1, includes excerpts, reviews, interviews with me and a chance to win a great prize. Check out the schedule below and visit these top American book bloggers this week.
‘Tunnel of Mirrors’ reviews are looking good
by Ferne Arfin, 18 February 2022
I’ve recently discovered that nothing quite matches the experience of launching a debut novel
London, 18 February 2022 – Let me be straight. I’ve been a writer – writing for money – for my entire working life. But waiting for Tunnel of Mirrors reviews is a new, nerve-wracking experience.
I’ve worked as a journalist, an advertising copywriter – selling everything from FAX machines and computers to banks, restaurant chains, shoes and clothing – a PR pen for hire, a travel writer, a travel and business book author and a blogger. The tools of my trade have changed from an old-fashioned clackety-clack Remington typewriter to an IBM golf ball (remember those?) through Amstrad word processors and PCs using every generation of Word ever created to my iPhone.
All this, a long way into letting you know that seeing my work — and my name – in print is nothing new for me. What is new, however, is my anxiety over waiting for book reviews and, since 1 February when my first carton of hardbacks arrived, the proprietary way I’ve been feeling about Tunnel of Mirrors. What do you mean by what book inspired me to write my novel? Are the character based on REAL people? Who first told you this story? To which my insecure, inner author bristles and composes testy replies that must remain unsaid.
The good news is the Tunnel of Mirrors reviews are in and they’re thrilling
It’s early days of course. Just like investing in stocks and shares – that can go up in value as well as down — investing your emotions in reviews can be an awful roller coaster ride.
But so far, so good. Amazon and Barnes&Noble readers have contributed their opinions, writing from the UK, US. Canada and New Zealand.
Herewith, a selection of online reviews, with links to their originals. And if any of them inspire you, you can find out how to buy Tunnel of Mirrors on the right side of this page.
- 5 stars I fell right in to this Tunnel of Mirrors! Absolutely loved this book! The interwoven tales of Rachel and Ciaran were intriguing, beautifully written, and a delight to read. The rich descriptions of New York and Ireland brought back fond memories of my time in both places. If you enjoy thoughtful romances, this book will satisfy your itch. I laughed, I teared up, and I cheered. Do yourself a favour and get it!
- 5 stars A LOVE STORY FOR GROWN UPS The story lines that bring these two lovers-to-be together are so rich with characters and times and places that the novel feels as deep as a major classic work by Dickens or Tolstoy, but, is lighter and tighter, without sacrificing any impact. And the moments are so rich that I often recall scenes as if I had seen a movie of the novel. This love story is for grown-ups. It would be perfect for a book club and, in fact, I’m suggesting it for mine.
- 5 stars A compelling, haunting read that will stay with you This is one of the best novels I’ve read recently, with compelling characters and storylines, lush, poetic writing, and passages that haunted me for days after I put down the book. For anyone who loves historical fiction, stories about strong women, family sagas and novels with elements of magical realism, this book will hit the spot. It’s a long novel, but a genuine page-turner.
- 5 stars Really enjoyable read Tunnel of Mirrors is thoroughly enjoyable – I quickly became heavily invested in the characters and the immersive world that the author builds. The book is written in a beautifully lyrical and accessible style which describes the ebb and flow of two lives destined to intertwine. I strongly recommend it!
- 5 stars Beautifully written and a wonderful story This book really transports you to another time and place. The two very different worlds are so well painted and the characters are unforgettable. There is a great sense of foreboding and mystery, and the writing is so poetic. Although this is not a fantasy novel, there is a magical and otherworldly aspect that animates this unique and surprising story. This is a great book club selection.
- 5 stars New world love story with a heady dose of ancestral spirit Immigrant families bringing with them tradition and culture with a heady dose of ancestral spirit. What could be more romantic and exciting than travelling to New York in the 1920s? A cultural melting pot full of excitement and opportunity. More than a typical love story Tunnel of Mirrors follows outsiders Rachel and Ciaran. Perhaps drawn to each other through their shared experiences as outcasts, or perhaps through fate? Otherworldly influences from the past guide them to a new future. This book has echoes of Garcia Marquez in its grand family history and magical realism, with a side order of the American Dream as a backdrop. The characters are very well observed and I loved reading all the references to Jewish and Irish culture along with the poetic language used. Would definitely recommend.
- 5 stars Travel Back in Time Ferne Arfin is a natural storyteller. In Tunnel of Mirrors, Miss Arfin writes of the courage and love between a man and a woman from two different worlds, a couple whose life experiences are artfully tied together by Arfin in this, her first novel. Arfin’s attention to detail is so carefully descriptive that I found myself visualizing the characters and the surroundings. I felt as though I was being carried back in time…I was right there with them hearing the sounds they were hearing, feeling the rain and the cold, their frustrations, disappointments, their happiness. I didn’t want to put this book down, so I didn’t and finished it in two days. I’d highly recommend it!
- 5 stars Expert storytelling and evocative language Love stories are not my normal choice of genre but I am glad I made an exception as the tale drew me in with expert storytelling and the evocative language. The writing is so lyrical my reading slowed to relish the phrases in many sections. This book would transfer well to an audible book – I would certainly buy it. The descriptive writing was so sensuous it felt as though I could taste, smell and see the story unfolding. The characters were so well rounded I wondered if they were people who had really existed. The occasional dry wit gave it sparkle and the magical realism heightened the reading experience for me. Chattering spirits, visions, all feel entirely natural while giving the novel more texture and interest for me. I have recommended the book now to several friends and I feel like this is a talent worth watching. I wouldn’t be surprised if this multi-layered novel is adapted for television or cinema. Watch this space.
- 5 stars A fascinating period of history Tunnel of Mirrors is a sensitively handled love story, set in the worlds of New York’s Lower East Side and Rathlin Island off the coast of Ulster, in the early 20th Century. The vivid descriptions of these worlds now lost to history are transportive and very well described. The dramatic dialogue, that draws out the regional dialects and modes of expression of the era brings the strong characters to life and pulls you into the story of Ciaran and Rachel. This novel is very readable, with characters to fall in love with. It is set against a fascinating period of history, that doesn’t engulf the story but provides a compelling backdrop.
- 5 stars I would give this book 10 stars if I could Not only is this a wonderful story, but the way it is written is a joy to read. The words are so lyrical and descriptive that the story flows beautifully. The characters, all of them, are very well developed. I had no problem picturing them in my mind’s eye and no problem seeing the story unfold through the eyes of the characters. I would not be in the least surprised if this book made it to the best seller’s list. I think this book would be great for people who belong to book clubs. It would be a great selection as there is much to discuss in a group and many questions to ask. I think the book and the story within, will forever lie in the mind of the reader. Bravo to the author, Ferne Arfin, for writing such a beautiful story, I will continue to read this author in the future.
- 4 stars Lyrical, evocative view of New York’s lower east side I so enjoyed this evocative story. The author conveys, vividly, much about the lower East Side of New York, early last century. The language is lyrical, almost poetic at times. The characters’ dialogue is, in places, phonetic, with accent- it is easy to ‘hear’ it. Through this tale, I felt closer to understanding something of the cultural melting pot that New York must always have been. There is a naïve knowingness to Rachel, one of the two central characters. I was intrigued by the history that both she and her opposite number, Ciaran, brought to their pivotal, fateful meeting. A wonderful read.
- 5 stars Rachel and Ciaran-with roots in the ‘old world’, yet destined to meet in New York This is an intriguing tale, taking us to the heart of the immigrants’ experience of New York. Everyone has their own powerful back-story, bringing them or their families to the new world The two protagonists, Rachel and Ciaran, are no exception. They are fleshed-out, credible, well grounded in their personal history and the roads travelled which brought them together. I wonder if they were just destined to meet, wherever? Seems like fate. They both have their own, unique, other-worldly qualities, despite their different cultural backgrounds. A page-turner. Hope Ms Arfin writes more!
- Vivid Storytelling Tunnel of Mirrors is a magical, lyrical love story set in America and Ireland in the early part of the 20th century. The writing excellently portrays not only the Jewish area of New York City but also the wild and rugged cliffs of Rathlin Island off the north coast of Ireland. The interesting, intriguing characters come to life in among the issues and constraints of their times and their cultures. Many of the scenes in the book remain crystal clear in my head. The author weaves suspense, history, folklore and magic into the plot. This book would produce a great deal of discussion in a book club – I will definitely be recommending it to mine!
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